Healing of Memories: Stage II: Prayer by ElianaHephzibah featuring striped tops
After the terrible memory surfaced about the trauma from the first collage of this series, I got together with my support persons and we prayed that Jesus would come into the middle of that trauma and heal it. Inside, I could see the selves who could not speak and Jesus arrived and touched a fiery coal to their mouths and suddenly they could speak and were able to experience peace and hope.
After this prayer, I was able to find a dentist to perform the major procedure I needed to have. I still had to take an anti-anxiety medication beforehand and nitrous gas during, plus some major self talking inside.
I got through it successfully, but the fear was still there, just lessened. I still could not find the courage to schedule regular cleanings and check-ups.