Saturday, October 17, 2009

When The Bough Breaks



This video says it all about what is my life and experience. I wish it wasn't. I wish I could retreat into the comfort of insanity, but I cannot. I cannot because it is real. It is my life. Now I am trying so hard to become One. Only in becoming One can one be safe from living a double life behind one's own back...

Never Again

4 comments:

Shamai said...

Powerful video, that says it like it is. Hope you're finding some solace and a warm embrace. Safe hugs, if you want them...
Shamai

Eliana Hephzibah said...

Thanks Shamai. I accept the hugs and send them back. Thanks for reading my blog to faithfully.

Deborah said...

I am deeply moved by this video. It is also an expression of my life. So rare and precious to begin to find "my story" spoken in various ways in the world. I'm finding my voice, it is still so quiet, so stifled, yet yearning. Thank you so much for your creative and clear expressions.
Is this video posted anywhere that allows the music to play with it? If not, could you tell me the music that is suppose to accompany it? I'd love to have the full effect.
With sincerity and appreciation,
Deborah

Eliana Hephzibah said...

Deborah, I am so glad you are finding yourself and your story. I wish it had music too, but there is also something poignant about it without. It sort of emphasizes the starkness of the realizations. To see more of Grace's work, see her youtube channel:

http://www.youtube.com/user/grace2244#p/a/u/2/k20AX0yuv2I

and her Polyvore group:

http://www.polyvore.com/adult_survivors_abuse/group.show?id=37357