Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I Will Go Before You

Isaiah 45: 2-3

2 I will go before you
and will level the mountains;
I will break down gates of bronze
and cut through bars of iron.

3 I will give you the treasures of darkness,
riches stored in secret places,
so that you may know that I am the LORD,
the God of Israel, who summons you by name.

This set depicts my whole soul/mind/spirit. The lower portions are the most trapped and young parts, and furthest back in time.

The top half is present day and the hard work of the adults in our system enabled by God to bring progressive truth and knowledge to all of us and to continually invite God to "go before us" down to the depths of my self and bring revelations of truth to places I don't even know about yet.

He is doing it.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Kid Tested, Government Approved: MKUltra and Various Similar Atrocities

This set is based on an actual memory I have of being taken to a room like this one in a building that was set up like a barracks or a school by family members. I suspect it was on a military base.

A doctor with a German accent came in and handed a leather shaving bag to the two family members present. The bag was full of money.

He then took me into another room where it became easier to become a rag doll than to ever be a little girl again.

After that was yet another room and being filmed in a vile movie. At the end of the long, terrible night I was given some lollipops and the picked up by family.

I was around 3 years of age.

Monday, September 07, 2009


I don't know why it took me this long to put this on here, but in honor of my precious daughter visiting, I thought I would post this wonderful artistic expression of a multiple, through the eyes of her child:

(Click on the images to read more clearly)

This creation has been online for the last few years on my daughter's deviant art site. See more of her art here.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Blue World

Heart and soul took control
Took control of me
Paid my dues spread the news
Hands across the sea
Put me down turned me round
Turned me round to see
Marble halls open doors
Someone found the key
And it's only what you do
That keeps coming back on you
And it's only what you say
That can give yourself away

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Poor Little Alice

This set is about just dawning understanding of all that Alice in Wonderland programming entailed. It was programming driven by set ups that caused one to be very confused and terrified as to what was real and what wasn't.

What made it worse is that all through the terror and agony that were very real, all of the adults were saying it was just a dream, that none of this was real. How you wished it were so, and eventually you just caved and chose to believe them, sentencing all of the memories into the dark and seemingly forgotten abyss of amnesia.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Hollywood MK Deception #1

From the author/compiler of the video series:

"Compilation video of an assortment of images from occult Hollywood. Hollywood itself is based upon the wood of a Holly tree used for magical/ritualistic purposes and is said to have the ability to hypnotize, mezmorize an entrance viewers. This is an expose on the "stars" that are really from highly abusive backgrounds and multigenerational incestuous families later sold into slavery. Project Monarch is that slavery that binds the minds of actors/actresses/ musicians and other public personages in order to instill ideas within the populace."

There are twelve videos in the series and there is some good info there. I say there is good info in terms of general awareness. I don't think anyone can "prove" that these Hollywood people are indeed programmed. I confess I have not made a thorough study of it.

I can testify to the reality of color and jewel programming, since it has been placed within my own systems, and those of many other RA/MC survivors I know of personally. I have found that the significance of the colors often varies from group to group, region to region. Each survivor has to find out how it applies to them personally. This info is only a general guide.

For a menu of all of the videos in the series click here.