Saturday, August 22, 2009

Saturday, August 15, 2009

What Happened to Me?

By: Seth Age 8

One night in early 2005, before I had any memories of ritual abuse/cult abuse, I was at work and suddenly a show came on the TV and broke through to my conscious awareness. The man on the show said, "Satanic Ritual Abuse does exist and I am going to prove it to you right now..." When I heard that, I just froze and could not move. After a few minutes I was able to woodenly put my hands over my ears and walk out of the room. I stood in the hall like that for a little while, but when I took my hands off of my ears, I could still hear the TV talking about this terrible subject. My hands came up over my ears again, but this time, panic took over and my legs propelled me down the hallway, not under my own control. As I was running down the hall, I began sobbing uncontrollably, but didn't know why. A disconnected part of me watched what my body and emotions were doing and experiencing with horror and confusion, not understanding what this was all about.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

The Magic of Cosmic Ascendancy

A divided mind....divided existence and awareness. Three levels... hell, ordinary, and heaven. The method? Down, down down...Sexual abuse and forced dissociation in "hell" which is under the house. Tell the hurting child to "go toward the light", and "go to heaven". "Nobody wants to stay in hell, do they?" Up, up, up...You leave that place of torment out through the top of your head and find yourself freed.