Thursday, May 21, 2009
The Dark Ones
This is a depiction of the first time I knowingly made contact with my internal cult created alter systems and associated internal landscape.
The woman in the collage is a representation of Becky, whose name was later changed to Rebecca. She called herself a "system liason". A kind of forward ambassador whose mission was to break through to me and start to make me aware of my true history that was split off from my awareness.
I met her in this internal library that looked like the one in the collage. She was actually sitting in the chair but I couldn't find the right image for the collage.
When I heard the words at that time, "The Dark Ones" I was filled with dread and anger that there was a whole terrible level of abuse that I was unaware of. I had been already dealing with memories of sexual abuse within the family for many years.
This suggested something far more sinister was at play here. How terribly right that was.