Tuesday, February 21, 2006

The Endless Parade

This journey is one of ever increasing complexity, and one of never ending horrors. They march by endlessly, like some kind of macabre parade that you have no choice but to attend. You are forced to stand along the street in the cold, dark night as gruesome scenes, monsters, and evil spectres pass by one after the other, on and on and on. You look up the street in the direction from which the parade is coming and it continues on as far as one can see. It is obvious that it won't be over any time soon.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Carousel- The Experience of Programming

[Caution: this article describes the subjective experience of a child enduring mind control programming. It may be triggering to survivors of this kind of trauma and should be read with caution, and with a safe supporter accessible]


Most who know me, know that one of my main personas is a gothic one, and that I also love a huge eclectic mix of music. I especially love to collect songs which have personal meaning to me, which is why I often like to write about the songs that touch me, and talk about what they mean to me.

One song in particular which I have really resonated with, but which is also very haunting and disturbing.... and for good reason, is by a band called Siouxsie and the Banshees. The song is called Carousel, from the album, Peepshow.