Monday, December 25, 2006

Yes Virginia, There Is A God......Yes Virginia. There Is Hope…Today

Forget about wondering if there is a “Santa Claus”…A vain hope. Forget all of the Christmas shows we watched on TV throughout our whole childhood, which all proclaimed that the greatest tragedy that could befall a child on Christmas was for there to be nothing under their tree on Christmas morning. That is a lie.
Those cultural lies which have strangled the wonder and magic that all of the Christmas season should be imbued with have once again focused our culture on the almighty dollar, which, lets face it, garners our worship more than anything. She is a harsh mistress, and she has power to enslave exhaustively.
But, during the Holiday season, no one knows loss, and no one experiences horror like one trapped in occultic ritual abuse.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

The Rise Of The Greatest Evil

This is part IV in the series, Ride The Vine

Are We Living In The End Times?

This question has been a controversial topic of conversation among Christians since the beginning of the Church. It has been said that every generation has been sure that they will see the second coming of Jesus and so, the reasoning goes, this generation is no different. Indeed, there have been fluctuations in the rise and fall of civilizations throughout history. Eras like the one in which we are living have been seen before…or have they? If so, which era of history most closely mirrors the one in which we live? Are there things we have seen and are seeing that mark this era as different and unique when compared to other periods throughout history?

Friday, November 03, 2006

The Symbolic Snapshot

This is part III in my series, Ride The Vine

After receiving and recording this vision, I did some online research concerning its two main symbols, the pillar and the vine. The intriguing information which I found adds meaning and depth to this message.

The Pillar

The pillar which I saw in the vision was what is known as a Corinthian column. It was fluted and had an elaborate capital. Interestingly, this type of column was mainly used in Roman architecture. What this says symbolically, coincides with my original interpretation of the column representing Western Christianity.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The Signs of The Times

This is part II of my series of articles regarding the recent vision which God most graciously gave to me regarding the church in these monumental Last Days.

My Disclaimer

After receiving the vision, I prayed and contemplated it in an effort to understand what God was communicating to me. I regard prophecy and the use of prophetic gifts as something to not take lightly. Those of us called to this sort of ministry have a huge burden of responsibility to always communicate what we are receiving from God as accurately as possible. I take this commission to which I was unmistakably called very seriously and am very careful in my observations and interpretations. So, what I present here is what I have become confident of over time. However, there may be areas which I do not understand yet. I will try do my best to be clear where these areas may be, as well as where I am stating my own opinion. These interpretations are by no means the last word on the matter, and I confess that I am a fallible vessel, and take responsibility for what I am communicating as well as correction from God as things continue to unfold.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Riding The Vine

Symbolism connects us on a deep level with who we are.



A few of us here meet regularly for different kinds of prayer ministry. Usually it has to do with my own inner discovery and healing from all that has happened to me in my life. It is an ongoing journey toward freedom and God is the central part of it. During these times of prayer, God seems to guide me frequently in a prophetic way, often through symbolic visions.


The Calamity

One day, recently, we were praying and inquiring of God regarding what God is doing regarding the Church here in America. As we we were praying, I saw in my mind's eye a giant marble pillar holding up a structure.

I'm Still Here- Putting Things In Their Proper Order

Greetings all.
This is just to update you all on what has been going on in my life, and how it has impacted my ability to get blog posts up.

Ecclesiastes 3:1
There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:


This is a season in my life which mainly revolves around the discovery of my true history, the reclaiming of my lost humanity, and the journey toward the fusion of my highly fragmented identity. This quest has required much inner reflection and spiritual contemplation, as well as construction and maintenence of many security measures to protect me from intrusion from those who would interfere in this process, and try to drag me back into a fragmented, dangerous way of life.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

The Illuminati's Biggest Secret

I have been doing extensive research online over the last 16 months on the topics of The Illuminati, ritual abuse, mind control, and the Luciferian agenda. At first, I thought that there was a plethora of information out there about all of these topics, but with time, found myself going in circles; seeing the same articles reprinted in many places, and topics confined to a certain small range of subjects. I also examined and analyzed the different personalities and backgrounds of certain well known writers and presenters on these topics. Some have maintained their integrity and their credibility, while others (and this is more often an uncomfortable majority) have demonstrated that in reality they are disinformation specialists, with marked agendas.

Monday, April 24, 2006

The Jung And The Restless


"There are no longer any gods whom we can invoke to help us. The great religions of the world suffer from increasing anemia, because the helpful numina have fled from the woods, rivers, and mountains, and from animals, and the god-men have disappeared underground into the unconscious. There we fool ourselves that they lead an ignominious existence among the relics of our past. Our present lives are dominated by the goddess Reason, who is our greatest and most tragic illusion."
Carl Jung (On The Religious Function Of The Psyche- 1961)


I stumbled upon this quote quite accidentally while examining a book which my teenage daughter was reading. The book itself is called "Low Red Moon" by: Caitlin R. Kiernan. It is an occult horror novel, which I really ought to read and do a critical commentary on. In fact, as I have been undergoing a career change, literary criticism from my unique point of view, seems like an interesting endeavor to explore. But, as I embark on this new venture into literary criticism, I will start with this startling and profound quote by Carl Jung.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

The Endless Parade

This journey is one of ever increasing complexity, and one of never ending horrors. They march by endlessly, like some kind of macabre parade that you have no choice but to attend. You are forced to stand along the street in the cold, dark night as gruesome scenes, monsters, and evil spectres pass by one after the other, on and on and on. You look up the street in the direction from which the parade is coming and it continues on as far as one can see. It is obvious that it won't be over any time soon.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Carousel- The Experience of Programming

[Caution: this article describes the subjective experience of a child enduring mind control programming. It may be triggering to survivors of this kind of trauma and should be read with caution, and with a safe supporter accessible]


Most who know me, know that one of my main personas is a gothic one, and that I also love a huge eclectic mix of music. I especially love to collect songs which have personal meaning to me, which is why I often like to write about the songs that touch me, and talk about what they mean to me.

One song in particular which I have really resonated with, but which is also very haunting and disturbing.... and for good reason, is by a band called Siouxsie and the Banshees. The song is called Carousel, from the album, Peepshow.